There were
two circumstances that served me as ballast to so much sail.
The first was the very difficult and deadly business I had still
to handle; the second, the place that I was in. The tall, black
city, and the numbers and movement and noise of so many folk,
made a new world for me, after the moorland braes, the sea–sands
and the still country–sides that I had frequented up to
then. The throng of the citizens in particular abashed me. Rankeillor’s
son was short and small in the girth; his clothes scarce held
on me; and it was plain I was ill qualified to strut in the
front of a bank–porter. It was plain, if I did so, I should
but set folk laughing, and (what was worse in my case) set them
asking questions. So that I behooved to come by some clothes
of my own, and in the meanwhile to walk by the porter’s
side, and put my hand on his arm as though we were a pair of
friends.
At a merchant’s
in the Luckenbooths I had myself fitted out: none too fine,
for I had no idea to appear like a beggar on horseback; but
comely and responsible, so that servants should respect me.
Thence to an armourer’s, where I got a plain sword, to
suit with my degree in life. I felt safer with the weapon, though
(for one so ignorant of defence) it might be called an added
danger. The porter, who was naturally a man of some experience,
judged my accoutrement to be well chosen.
“Naething
kenspeckle,” [1] said he; “plain, dacent claes.
As for the rapier, nae doubt it sits wi’ your degree;
but an I had been you, I would has waired my siller better–gates
than that.” And he proposed I should buy winter–hosen
from a wife in the Cowgate–back, that was a cousin of
his own, and made them “extraordinar endurable.”
But I had
other matters on my hand more pressing. Here I was in this old,
black city, which was for all the world like a rabbit–
warren, not only by the number of its indwellers, but the complication
of its passages and holes. It was, indeed, a place where no
stranger had a chance to find a friend, let be another stranger.
Suppose him even to hit on the right close, people dwelt so
thronged in these tall houses, he might very well seek a day
before he chanced on the right door. The ordinary course was
to hire a lad they called a caddie, who was like a guide or
pilot, led you where you had occasion, and (your errands being
done) brought you again where you were lodging. But these caddies,
being always employed in the same sort of services, and having
it for obligation to be well informed of every house and person
in the city, had grown to form a brotherhood of spies; and I
knew from tales of Mr. Campbell’s how they communicated
one with another, what a rage of curiosity they conceived as
to their employer’s business, and how they were like eyes
and fingers to the police. It would be a piece of little wisdom,
the way I was now placed, to take such a ferret to my tails.
I had three visits to make, all immediately needful: to my kinsman
Mr. Balfour of Pilrig, to Stewart the Writer that was Appin’s
agent, and to William Grant Esquire of Prestongrange, Lord Advocate
of Scotland. Mr. Balfour’s was a non–committal visit;
and besides (Pilrig being in the country) I made bold to find
the way to it myself, with the help of my two legs and a Scots
tongue. But the rest were in a different case. Not only was
the visit to Appin’s agent, in the midst of the cry about
the Appin murder, dangerous in itself, but it was highly inconsistent
with the other. I was like to have a bad enough time of it with
my Lord Advocate Grant, the best of ways; but to go to him hot–foot
from Appin’s agent, was little likely to mend my own affairs,
and might prove the mere ruin of friend Alan’s. The whole
thing, besides, gave me a look of running with the hare and
hunting with the hounds that was little to my fancy. I determined,
therefore, to be done at once with Mr. Stewart and the whole
Jacobitical side of my business, and to profit for that purpose
by the guidance of the porter at my side. But it chanced I had
scarce given him the address, when there came a sprinkle of
rain—nothing to hurt, only for my new clothes—and
we took shelter under a pend at the head of a close or alley.
Being strange
to what I saw, I stepped a little farther in. The narrow paved
way descended swiftly. Prodigious tall houses sprang upon each
side and bulged out, one storey beyond another, as they rose.
At the top only a ribbon of sky showed in. By what I could spy
in the windows, and by the respectable persons that passed out
and in, I saw the houses to be very well occupied; and the whole
appearance of the place interested me like a tale.
I was still
gazing, when there came a sudden brisk tramp of feet in time
and clash of steel behind me. Turning quickly, I was aware of
a party of armed soldiers, and, in their midst, a tall man in
a great coat. He walked with a stoop that was like a piece of
courtesy, genteel and insinuating: he waved his hands plausibly
as he went, and his face was sly and handsome. I thought his
eye took me in, but could not meet it. This procession went
by to a door in the close, which a serving–man in a fine
livery set open; and two of the soldier–lads carried the
prisoner within, the rest lingering with their firelocks by
the door.
There can
nothing pass in the streets of a city without some following
of idle folk and children. It was so now; but the more part
melted away incontinent until but three were left. One was a
girl; she was dressed like a lady, and had a screen of the Drummond
colours on her head; but her comrades or (I should say) followers
were ragged gillies, such as I had seen the matches of by the
dozen in my Highland journey. They all spoke together earnestly
in Gaelic, the sound of which was pleasant in my ears for the
sake of Alan; and, though the rain was by again, and my porter
plucked at me to be going, I even drew nearer where they were,
to listen. The lady scolded sharply, the others making apologies
and cringeing before her, so that I made sure she was come of
a chief’s house. All the while the three of them sought
in their pockets, and by what I could make out, they had the
matter of half a farthing among the party; which made me smile
a little to see all Highland folk alike for fine obeisances
and empty sporrans.
It chanced
the girl turned suddenly about, so that I saw her face for the
first time. There is no greater wonder than the way the face
of a young woman fits in a man’s mind, and stays there,
and he could never tell you why; it just seems it was the thing
he wanted. She had wonderful bright eyes like stars, and I daresay
the eyes had a part in it; but what I remember the most clearly
was the way her lips were a trifle open as she turned. And,
whatever was the cause, I stood there staring like a fool. On
her side, as she had not known there was anyone so near, she
looked at me a little longer, and perhaps with more surprise,
than was entirely civil.
It went
through my country head she might be wondering at my new clothes;
with that, I blushed to my hair, and at the sight of my colouring
it is to be supposed she drew her own conclusions, for she moved
her gillies farther down the close, and they fell again to this
dispute, where I could hear no more of it.
I had often
admired a lassie before then, if scarce so sudden and strong;
and it was rather my disposition to withdraw than to come forward,
for I was much in fear of mockery from the womenkind. You would
have thought I had now all the more reason to pursue my common
practice, since I had met this young lady in the city street,
seemingly following a prisoner, and accompanied with two very
ragged indecent–like Highlandmen. But there was here a
different ingredient; it was plain the girl thought I had been
prying in her secrets; and with my new clothes and sword, and
at the top of my new fortunes, this was more than I could swallow.
The beggar on horseback could not bear to be thrust down so
low, or, at least of it, not by this young lady.
I followed,
accordingly, and took off my new hat to her the best that I
was able.
“Madam,”
said I, “I think it only fair to myself to let you understand
I have no Gaelic. It is true I was listening, for I have friends
of my own across the Highland line, and the sound of that tongue
comes friendly; but for your private affairs, if you had spoken
Greek, I might have had more guess at them.”
She made
me a little, distant curtsey. “There is no harm done,”
said she, with a pretty accent, most like the English (but more
agreeable). “A cat may look at a king.”
“I
do not mean to offend,” said I. “I have no skill
of city manners; I never before this day set foot inside the
doors of Edinburgh. Take me for a country lad—it’s
what I am; and I would rather I told you than you found it out.”
“Indeed,
it will be a very unusual thing for strangers to be speaking
to each other on the causeway,” she replied. “But
if you are landward [2] bred it will be different. I am as landward
as yourself; I am Highland, as you see, and think myself the
farther from my home.”
“It
is not yet a week since I passed the line,” said I. “Less
than a week ago I was on the braes of Balwhidder.”
“Balwhither?”
she cries. “Come ye from Balwhither! The name of it makes
all there is of me rejoice. You will not have been long there,
and not known some of our friends or family?”
“I
lived with a very honest, kind man called Duncan Dhu Maclaren,”
I replied.
“Well,
I know Duncan, and you give him the true name!” she said;
“and if he is an honest man, his wife is honest indeed.”
“Ay,”
said I, “they are fine people, and the place is a bonny
place.”
“Where
in the great world is such another!” she cries; “I
am loving the smell of that place and the roots that grow there.”
I was infinitely
taken with the spirit of the maid. “I could be wishing
I had brought you a spray of that heather,” says I. “And,
though I did ill to speak with you at the first, now it seems
we have common acquaintance, I make it my petition you will
not forget me. David Balfour is the name I am known by. This
is my lucky day, when I have just come into a landed estate,
and am not very long out of a deadly peril. I wish you would
keep my name in mind for the sake of Balwhidder,” said
I, “and I will yours for the sake of my lucky day.”
“My
name is not spoken,” she replied, with a great deal of
haughtiness. “More than a hundred years it has not gone
upon men’s tongues, save for a blink. I am nameless, like
the Folk of Peace. [3] Catriona Drummond is the one I use.”
Now indeed
I knew where I was standing. In all broad Scotland there was
but the one name proscribed, and that was the name of the Macgregors.
Yet so far from fleeing this undesirable acquaintancy, I plunged
the deeper in.
“I
have been sitting with one who was in the same case with yourself,”
said I, “and I think he will be one of your friends. They
called him Robin Oig.”
“Did
ye so?” cries she. “Ye met Rob?”
“I
passed the night with him,” said I.
“He
is a fowl of the night,” said she.
“There
was a set of pipes there,” I went on, “so you may
judge if the time passed.”
“You
should be no enemy, at all events,” said she. “That
was his brother there a moment since, with the red soldiers
round him. It is him that I call father.”
“Is
it so?” cried I. “Are you a daughter of James More’s?”
“All
the daughter that he has,” says she: “the daughter
of a prisoner; that I should forget it so, even for one hour,
to talk with strangers!”
Here one
of the gillies addressed her in what he had of English, to know
what “she” (meaning by that himself) was to do about
“ta sneeshin.” I took some note of him for a short,
bandy–legged, red– haired, big–headed man,
that I was to know more of to my cost.
“There
can be none the day, Neil,” she replied. “How will
you get ‘sneeshin,’ wanting siller! It will teach
you another time to be more careful; and I think James More
will not be very well pleased with Neil of the Tom.”
“Miss
Drummond,” I said, “I told you I was in my lucky
day. Here I am, and a bank–porter at my tail. And remember
I have had the hospitality of your own country of Balwhidder.”
“It
was not one of my people gave it,” said she.
“Ah,
well,” said I, “but I am owing your uncle at least
for some springs upon the pipes. Besides which, I have offered
myself to be your friend, and you have been so forgetful that
you did not refuse me in the proper time.”
“If
it had been a great sum, it might have done you honour,”
said she; “but I will tell you what this is. James More
lies shackled in prison; but this time past they will be bringing
him down here daily to the Advocate’s. . . .”
“The
Advocate’s!” I cried. “Is that . . . ?”
“It
is the house of the Lord Advocate Grant of Prestongrange,”
said she. “There they bring my father one time and another,
for what purpose I have no thought in my mind; but it seems
there is some hope dawned for him. All this same time they will
not let me be seeing him, nor yet him write; and we wait upon
the King’s street to catch him; and now we give him his
snuff as he goes by, and now something else. And here is this
son of trouble, Neil, son of Duncan, has lost my four–penny
piece that was to buy that snuff, and James More must go wanting,
and will think his daughter has forgotten him.”
I took sixpence
from my pocket, gave it to Neil, and bade him go about his errand.
Then to her, “That sixpence came with me by Balwhidder,”
said I.
“Ah!”
she said, “you are a friend to the Gregara!”
“I
would not like to deceive you, either,” said I. “I
know very little of the Gregara and less of James More and his
doings, but since the while I have been standing in this close,
I seem to know something of yourself; and if you will just say
‘a friend to Miss Catriona’ I will see you are the
less cheated.”
“The
one cannot be without the other,” said she.
“I
will even try,” said I.
“And
what will you be thinking of myself!” she cried, “to
be holding my hand to the first stranger!”
“I
am thinking nothing but that you are a good daughter,”
said I.
“I
must not be without repaying it,” she said; “where
is it you stop!”
“To
tell the truth, I am stopping nowhere yet,” said I, “being
not full three hours in the city; but if you will give me your
direction, I will he no bold as come seeking my sixpence for
myself.”
“Will
I can trust you for that?” she asked.
“You
need have little fear,” said I.
“James
More could not bear it else,” said she. “I stop
beyond the village of Dean, on the north side of the water,
with Mrs. Drummond–Ogilvy of Allardyce, who is my near
friend and will be glad to thank you.”
“You
are to see me, then, so soon as what I have to do permits,”
said I; and, the remembrance of Alan rolling in again upon my
mind, I made haste to say farewell.
I could
not but think, even as I did so, that we had made extraordinary
free upon short acquaintance, and that a really wise young lady
would have shown herself more backward. I think it was the bank–porter
that put me from this ungallant train of thought.
“I
thoucht ye had been a lad of some kind o’ sense,”
he began, shooting out his lips. “Ye’re no likely
to gang far this gate. A fule and his siller’s shune parted.
Eh, but ye’re a green callant!” he cried, “an’
a veecious, tae! Cleikin’ up wi’ baubeejoes!”
“If
you dare to speak of the young lady. . . “ I began.
“Leddy!”
he cried. “Haud us and safe us, whatten leddy? Ca’
THON a leddy? The toun’s fu’ o’ them. Leddies!
Man, its weel seen ye’re no very acquant in Embro!”
A clap of
anger took me.
“Here,”
said I, “lead me where I told you, and keep your foul
mouth shut!”
He did not
wholly obey me, for, though he no more addressed me directly,
he very impudent sang at me as he went in a manner of innuendo,
and with an exceedingly ill voice and ear: